He said: 'This is my real life. I just ran into this place and we built this big, beautiful mansion of a relationship that wasn't totally built on the 100 per cent truth and it starts cracking.
Things start happening that the public can see. Then we had to get to a point of, "OK, tear this down and let's start from the beginning ... It's the hardest thing I've ever done."'

He said: 'I was on a boat, and I had the best time. I was like, "Man, this is great." Then she had to leave. I was, like, crushed. "Man, I don't even feel like this. What is happening to my body right now? I don't even feel like this. Did I just say... Don't leave?"'
The 4:44 hitmaker admitted the couple's relationship has been 'uncomfortable' at times due to being in the public eye, but insists the key to their union is honesty.
Speaking in a video Footnotes for 4:44 to go alongside his latest album of the same name, said: 'We've been in that space where we just got to the place that in order for this to work, it can't be fake - not once.
The video, which was released on Tidal, also features conversations with several stars, including Will Smith, Kendrick Lamar, Chris Rock and Jesse Williams.
Jay's 4:44 title track features an apology from him to Beyonce, and speculation is rife that it is a direct reference to claims she hinted to him being unfaithful with "'ecky with the good hair' on her visual LP Lemonade.
His lyrics include: 'If my children knew, I don't even know what I would do. If they ain't look at me the same, I would probably die with all the shame.
'You did what with who? What good is a ménage a trois when you have a soulmate, you risked that for Blue?
'I apologise, often womanise, took my child to be born, see through a woman's eyes.
In another song he also appears to reference the infamous Met Gala 2014 incident in which he was attacked in a lift by sister-in-law Solange Knowles.
He raps: 'You egged Solange on, knowing all along all you had to say you was wrong.'
Meanwhile, Jay Z headed out to no doubt wet his babies heads at celeb hotspot Soho House in Malibu .
Jay Z has just announced a North American tour for 2017 in support of his new album 4:44.
The rapper will start off the run of dates on October 27 at the Honda Center in Anaheim, California, and will conclude with a show at The Forum in Los Angeles on December 21.
It was recently revealed that Blue Ivy raps on a bonus track called Blue's Freestyle/We Family on 4:44.
Though some of the tot's lyrics are hard to understand, they include 'boom shakalaka' and 'never seen a ceiling in my whole life'.